Better than a feeling...

Been through those times where I thought I would never get anything, never have anything, do anything, be loved as though I were the most beautiful girl in the world and I fell into this spinning feeling of self loss. I have fought my way back to who I am inside, who I am to the world. To those feelings of nothing good will come I look up towards the bright blue sky and think of the past and think of the future and say fuck that. I am better than a feeling, I am a person who has so much inside that the whole world is missing out if I don't unleash it. So to the stresses of everyday, to the loss I have endured, to the love that isn't wanted, to the dumbass who scratched my car.. I just want to say.. fuck you, for you will not stop who I am meant to be. So come on world keep it coming I'm ready.