Reason

Tonight alone in my room I went through emotions, feelings, sickness, being lonely. I keep myself busy as much as I can but I still think about you. It's hard to feel left behind, to feel betrayed...but I have faith in one thing. My soul is too bright to be forgotten. I am a good girl, better than most out there and I know this inside myself.

To quote a song, "I'm not a perfect person, there's many things I wish I didn't do, but I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know. I've found a reason for me, to change who I used to be.. a reason to start over new and the reason is you. I'm sorry that I hurt you, it's something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I put you through. I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears. Thats why I need you to hear, I've found a reason for me, to change who I used to be.. a reason to start over new. And the reason is you. I'm not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know.. I've found a reason for me, to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new.. and the reason is you. I found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know a reason for all that I do.. and the reason is you."

Drained of my own words.