From my soul, to my hands I create the beauty that reflects my love...

On my easel I drew, while I was thinking of the one I loved, why I loved him and how I would make it through the evening. My head has ached for two days now, this irritating, constant pulsing behind my eyes, but that doesn’t matter because last night the phone rang. Chirping in the early morning hours it came earlier than expected which brought a sense of calmness over my body. Soothing, the voice on the other line eased my tense soul and brought a smile to my face. Early into the morning my contentment carried me to read, paint and write all in a few hours astonishing me at how much I can get done when I am eternally happy, just content being loved and at home by myself. Essentially knowing in my heart that he loves me made me realize that these past few days have been what I have been searching for months to find. As I sit here, I pray that it will only get healthier and my steps will be forward in this process. Tonight, I dream of spontaneity between us, I yearn for the little things and of the life I have coveted since I was a child. Let us capture this shining light forever, leave behind what is going on outside, now I am serene in creating simultaneously with my mind and hands emitting all the love I possess out in my art and my words, baring myself as if I am standing naked, today it appears that I am stripped, open and ready to love.