I have fought constantly with my emotions and how I feel, what should I do in any circumstance? Everyday I wake up I think of you and how you are doing. My heart just cringes at the thoughts of how you disregarded me. It seems forever since your voice has elated my ears and mind with happiness. All the while I have sat here wanting something, anything, just one speck of hope for a feeling to come from your well of a soul. Debating in my head whether this is right or that is wrong makes every second seem like a war within myself. I dream of future days and of a brighter sun coming down upon me waking up my senses. Praying night after night that my loneliness will disappear.
Standing there in front of me you seem so real. I touch you and you are warm, your eyes when I met you were the deepest blue and now they have faded. I don’t know why, but something has happened to take you away from who you truly are inside. Could it be your sickness over taking you from behind?
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