He says...

"if you die, I'll miss you."

There is a reason as to why I care so much. A reason for everything. I can normally let go, normally walk away. These feelings are not the same as others. Why is it I care, why is it you hurt me, why is it my tears make you happy?

So dying could mean walking in the world yet dissapearing from you. So if I vanish, would you miss me then. Because if I am dead then what good would it be to miss me at that moment? For when I am dead there is nothing you can say, nothing you can do... to be honest I am dying inside.