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I'm not as strong as you make me out to be, it is true my words ring out the air of toughness. If I was weak I would not be here; hence, survival of the fittest. The words I ring to you are what I need to say. Taking what I say out of context only makes confusion amongst your own self. I have given you all of who I am, the good, the bad, the ugly and there is nothing more inside of me to reveal. Today the good out shines the bad. Yet, the pain I feel makes me cry and I am not ashamed of showing my emotions. Condemn me if you must, but I will still cry, still let you know how I feel. You dislike me for what you loved, dislike me for what you brought out of me and now I sit here alone. After everything I have given, everything I have endured, I must let it all go. I have learned a lot, I have become a new person and I hope you will realize that some day. I have never cheated on you, never put you down to anyone and always stood by your side. Yet, no I am not perfect and I will never be perfect. I have yelled, screamed, gone unbelieveably crazy, been irrational at times and I am glad I have had the chance to step back. I can tell the world what I have done and still stand. I am not ashamed of who I have been and I am glad I am here today but get one thing straight-I am strong but only as strong as your eyes make me for when I tell you I am lonely those words are completely true. Never did I want to see you walk away, never did I lie about our standings, but darling dear we were on and off-when you told me to see other people, what is that to me? When you moved out, what is that to me? When you didn't talk to me-honestly, what is that to me? You can not say that we were not on and off.
I pray you will clear up the clouds that loom over your head. I don't know how you are going to open or if you ever will. I wish you the best of luck and through it all, everything-laughter, smiles, playing, looking in your eyes, holding you/holding me, struggles in life, triumphs, crying, those moments of life... I will always be there for you no matter what. I am not sure if you would do the same for me but, I can always hope that you will once again be real. I will always love the truth in you, I will always love every part of the puzzle that makes us complicated. Everything happens for a reason-hopefully the shards of emotion pulled out of both of us brings us down to earth.
Love,
"the internet thug"
I'm not as strong as you make me out to be, it is true my words ring out the air of toughness. If I was weak I would not be here; hence, survival of the fittest. The words I ring to you are what I need to say. Taking what I say out of context only makes confusion amongst your own self. I have given you all of who I am, the good, the bad, the ugly and there is nothing more inside of me to reveal. Today the good out shines the bad. Yet, the pain I feel makes me cry and I am not ashamed of showing my emotions. Condemn me if you must, but I will still cry, still let you know how I feel. You dislike me for what you loved, dislike me for what you brought out of me and now I sit here alone. After everything I have given, everything I have endured, I must let it all go. I have learned a lot, I have become a new person and I hope you will realize that some day. I have never cheated on you, never put you down to anyone and always stood by your side. Yet, no I am not perfect and I will never be perfect. I have yelled, screamed, gone unbelieveably crazy, been irrational at times and I am glad I have had the chance to step back. I can tell the world what I have done and still stand. I am not ashamed of who I have been and I am glad I am here today but get one thing straight-I am strong but only as strong as your eyes make me for when I tell you I am lonely those words are completely true. Never did I want to see you walk away, never did I lie about our standings, but darling dear we were on and off-when you told me to see other people, what is that to me? When you moved out, what is that to me? When you didn't talk to me-honestly, what is that to me? You can not say that we were not on and off.
I pray you will clear up the clouds that loom over your head. I don't know how you are going to open or if you ever will. I wish you the best of luck and through it all, everything-laughter, smiles, playing, looking in your eyes, holding you/holding me, struggles in life, triumphs, crying, those moments of life... I will always be there for you no matter what. I am not sure if you would do the same for me but, I can always hope that you will once again be real. I will always love the truth in you, I will always love every part of the puzzle that makes us complicated. Everything happens for a reason-hopefully the shards of emotion pulled out of both of us brings us down to earth.
Love,
"the internet thug"
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